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Everyone was tired at work today. The Post Parents’ Eve slump had well and truly kicked in.
There were the usual rumblings from people about feeling ill, preparing for days off tomorrow no doubt.
My tolerance levels were low today. My ability to hide behind smiles was pretty much non existent.
My students were aware that all was not right. Sometimes it frightens me how they can read me like a book!
Lunchtime, I played football with some of the boys. These are often some of my favourite moments with the students. Being out of class and having fun. They have accepted I have a level of skill now and let me have a turn in goal!
We had a pilates session after work, first of a series of sessions that have been organised by work to help us manage stress. I am glad I signed up, I think it is going to do me good.
Prior to that, I managed to fit in a twenty minute meeting with a member of staff who needed some reassurance.
Times like this, I get very frustrated with myself. I beat myself up about not doing the best for my students, in that they can pick up on my mood and I am not getting things done at warp speed as usual.
I don’t like having to accept that I have limits. I don’t like having to admit I am human at times.
In my mind, there is always more that I could do.
That’s the thing about teaching. The students get under your skin, they linger in your mind.
I wouldn’t have it any other way. The moment that stops, I know it is time to stop.
Until then, I live to fight another day. Roll on Wednesday, what do you have in store?