I have been a little slack in blogging recently, partly because I currently sit in this weird limbo period of life between being a career woman and a mother. Right now I am neither.
As I ponder my identity it comes as no surprise to me, knowing God and his sense of humour, that Sunday morning I had a copy of ‘Am I Beautiful?’ by @ChineMbubaegu thrust into my hand.
It is a signed copy with the message ‘Dear Louise, See you on Twitter! Never doubt your beauty. Chine x’
These few words strike a chord as I am sure they would with most women – Never doubt your beauty.
At almost 40 weeks pregnant and having spent the last 9 months watching my very familiar petite frame completely change, I have thought a lot about ‘beauty’
Having been in a blogging lull this book gives me an opportunity to focus on the ideas and questions raised and to explore them through my new posts.
Funny how God does that isn’t it? You are working through something – for me, my current identity and all of a sudden he provides a way to explore it that you hadn’t considered.
I believe beauty and identity are inextricably linked in our society and it makes me feel quite sad.
The title of the book – ‘Am I Beautiful?’ is a question I have asked myself many a time as I have stood looking in the mirror but I can’t remember the first time I asked it.
When do we begin to have an understanding of the word beautiful? Are we 5? 7? 11? and what is that understanding? Where do we get our definition?
Before I have even opened the book I felt it was important to ask these questions, to realise how deep rooted this is within each of us and how as much as we may wish to deny it – this forms a huge part of our daily lives.
So as I embark on my own journey navigating identity and beauty. I hope that you will join me with your own.
I leave you with the question:
When did you first start asking ‘Am I Beautiful? Where do you source your answer from?